忍耐。。

I really can't stand her sometime. But choose to keep everything to myself bcos dun wanna spoil the relationship between us. I know no one is perfect. I hope I won't burst when I cant tolerate anymore.

Arrogant person.

Can u pls be more considerate, careful n watch the way u speak. The way u talk can easily hurt others feeling. What do u mean by 'dun let me get better result than u when i'm not studying'? sry but I seriously dun like comparing my result with other. so what if others study more but not obtaining good result.at least they have put in their effort. Although I know that was your attitude, that doesn't mean u can always act like that.

当一个人已经跨越了原本的界限就很难再分清楚原有的界限应该在哪里。

New life~

It's been quite a long time i didnt update my blog ;)

 

THis has been the almost the 3rd month in Indonesia.

God blessed me as my life here is going on smoothly.

I'm able to adapt quite well here.

BUT Ii've made a stupid mistake..

I should have change myself..

Dont be easily influenced by others..

But I failed to do so..

Ya..maybe to change is not an easy task..

I'll somehow try to change..

 

 

Next...

I don't know why do i've this feeling again..

It's because my roommate's situation made me think of that memory of mine.

That memory which i've kept in deep in my heart.

Thou' it is just a short memory.

 

All I can tell myself is the next will be better.

We deserve what we deseved to have.

Feel blessed with whatever we've now.

Family that love us n always be by our side..

Friends that always around us..

Bcos there are more unlucky person compared to ourself..

Earth will still be rotating & life will still move on...

 

 

 

 

 

 



青春是用来浪费用来做梦用来努力的，
你应该用这样的时光做你想做的事情，
变成你想变成的人，
哪怕这很难，哪怕会失败。
因为不管怎么样，
我都不想要遗憾，
因为我不想老了之后回想起来，
没有一个回忆起来能让我嘴角上扬的青春。
再不疯狂，就老了。
再不做梦，就老了。
比起失败，我更害怕遗憾。

I understand..

You said my life are much more better compared to those unfortunate ones..

You said I should feel blessed for what I had now..

Actually,I do understand what you are trying to tell me and what you are worrying about..

However, I wish to try although I have not sure about my directions..

You said I have no direction..

Actually I have my dreams..but everything seems to be far..

I dont wish my dreams to be your burden..

You may said I am not serious about them just because I did not persist..

You may said I could have pursue my dreams and not give up just because of them..

Rest assured..I will not blame you anything..

Because I have choose my own path..

What a difficult decision !

Yes!!I'm gonna finish my A-lvl soon..

At the same time..what should i study after this..

Should i just face the reality..or should i pursue my dream..

Why everything seems so hard and difficult..

If only i can predict or foresee the future,everything will be much more easier..

If only i have this special ability..

I heard this from my friend:There will be no more surprise that can be anticipated in future if we have this ability..

So..conclusion:there is no conclusion for this..

How i wish i could be like some of my friends..

They were so sure and confirmed what to study..